2004-11-29 - 7:12 p.m.

I am listening to the soundtrack from les mis... right now "i dreamed a dream" is playing, it feels very appropriate. my dreams are always so vivid. if i have a bad dream, it ruins my day. if i have a good dream, it can really pick me up. or, if its too good, itll ruin my day too. last night my dream had two parts, both were utter fantasy. honestly, im not one to sit around and fantasize about things. if i day dream, its more likely to be just reliving memories, or pretending im conversing with imaginary people, from books or movies or cartoons even. but if i did fantasize about myself, it would have been this dream. i think its tied in some way to watching the last episode of fullmetal, the very end where he's in munich and instead of having automail he's just got ordinary prosthetics... what if technology like automail could be real someday?
im getting ahead of myself here. first i dreamed that i could wrap these special wires around my legs, and plug them in to some part of me, somehow, and i could walk normally. part two of my dream, i had this beautiful dark haired lover, and we met another beautiful girl and had a threesome. honest to god. all in the same dream.

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